The shivers....
First things first, I got to spend some time with Christian today...We watched movies and ate pizza....He kissed me, in a way I don't think he has ever before....something was different about it...very passionate yet, soft...and it felt like it had a deeper meaning to it then JUST a kiss....not for sure how to explain it, but it gave me shivers down my spine and made my head spin....That's never happened to me before...It was, amazing...It was good just to be able to look at his face, to see him smile, to hold his hand...laying my head on his chest just to hear his heartbeat...Guess you aren't up for all the mushy gushy gross details, but in short, that boy has my heart...
Phone was cut off, so i have no idea if I got the job or not...it's kinda driving me crazy haha...but it gets turned back on tomorrow, which is good for two reasons...1: Getting to talk to Christian and 2: Seeing if i got the job (fingers crossed!)
My sister has a heart monitor now, not quite sure how i feel about that or how she even feels...I know she doesn't feel as independent as she used to,considering she has wires hooked up to her chest 24/7. I know they have to do it so they can keep a check on her heart, but it's kinda scary and it makes me worry when it goes off, sounds really weird....
Well this girl is depriving herself of sleep, so going to try to catch some Zzzz's.....later everyone....until next time

Lidia, vrouw, 29 jaar
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