Just a tought

For ten years i had known a boy, he was so sweet. We dated on and off and truthfully i never really thought someone could love me so much, but he did. I never thought i could love someone so much, but again, i did. For a while he was just a boy, and i didn't realize that ten years from that day he would mean so much to, but he does. We were best-friends, he knew everything about me and vise versa. He was there through every break up, every let down and he would promise that if i just gave him a chance he would treat me so much better and that he would NEVER cheat on me like all the other guys did...you see, he saw every bruise i got when a guy i dated beat me, he dried every tear i let fall when a guy promised me everything and lied. So after three years of letting guys hurt me, i wanted, no more like needed a change and i believed Christian (the guy that has been there for me through everything) was the one. We began dating again and things were perfect! He would do anything for me and I realized i was in love with this person, he was everything to me, and we did everything together...Well i was really good friends with this girl, and her name was Jasmine, and yes, they used to date. But that was almost two years ago and i trusted the both of them. I especially trusted Christian, he was finally a good guy, and he was good for me. Yes of course i got jealous that Jasmine were pretty good friends and at school they hung out a lot but i thought nothing of it, because i trusted them. Well things started to get weird like random people i didn't even know were coming up to me and telling me that they had saw that one and Christian holding hands in the library and that she was always getting really close to him...So I confronted Christian about these things and he told me that they must be seeing things because they weren't holding hands but yes he was her in the library with her and she kept claiming that she was going to kill herself and he was just trying to talk her out of it...so i texted her and asked her if that was true and she said that she never said she was going to kill herself...so that's when i told Christian that if he was going to keep lying to me about these things then me and him were not going to work...well for a little while things were settled and me and Christian went back to being happy and being us...but slowly things went down hill, again...one day one of my friends that i hadn't spoke too in a while came up to me and told me that there was something she needed to talk to me about, i told her fine...she said i will come and get you from your fourth period class and explain things better...well she did. And what i was told, broke every piece of my heart and tore my entire world apart...He cheated on me with Jasmine...After EVERYTHING he cheated on ME. I didn't know how to take it, i didn't know what i was going to do, i didn't want to believe it but i knew it was true and that killed me inside...when confronted about it, he confessed to doing it. And when he confessed to doing it, it hurt worse then hearing it form a friend, because that meant there was no "well maybe not" type of thing.....I wasn't for sure how to take it...I could barely look at him the same....but maybe someday, we could be together again, just maybe not the same as we used to be....