Fireworks, kissing, crying, laughing...

Crazy how everything has been...saw fireworks, spent the week my Christian, went to a park, dyed my hair, another guy tried to kiss me, cried, laughed, jumped into a lake with my clothes on, watched movies....and now I'm laying awake, watching something on T.V and missing Christian....Brooke is laying beside of me...but she is already asleep...I can't help but keep thinking about Christian....it's like that is all I have time for now....miss Christian, think about Christian, worry about Christian....just Christian...I mean, I know I have things that I need to get done....I have been trying to get a job, but nobody wants to contact me back...I'm not even sure who I want to be anymore....I thought I could be a teacher, but maybe not...maybe I want to be something else...maybe I don't...things aren't so simple anymore...yes, I am scared...but Christian is by my side, and we will get through this together...I know we will...I love him so much....I am so lucky....well, until next time

Lidia, vrouw, 29 jaar

• O 24 dec 2013 losing your way
• O 27 nov 2013 New
• O 08 nov 2013 Things I wish I could say...
• O 07 jul 2013 Fireworks, kissing, crying, laughing...
• O 26 jun 2013 A lot in a little time...
• O 20 jun 2013 The shivers....
• O 19 jun 2013 Independent...one step at a time
• O 18 jun 2013 maybe...maybe not?   ( 1 )
• O 27 sep 2012 Me again
• O 19 sep 2012 just another day
• O 19 sep 2012 Rambling on! XD (again)
• O 18 sep 2012 Update (:
• O 16 aug 2012 Just a tought