losing your way

He is no longer the boy I fell in love with....he has changed, DRASTICALLY....and i can't stand it....everything he seems to touch gets ruined, and I don't get it...he used to be my hero, the guy that every girl wanted to be with because of his looks and the way he cared.....it is all but a dream now....seems like it's been years since the last time he and I carried on a conversation....Christian no longer carries himself the way he used too, he is a changed man, but not in a good way....he acts like he can play with any girl that comes into contact with him....for 11 years of knowing him, he never once acted this way....and now that it's over between me and him, he is different....you can tell by the way he walks, talks and looks....his eyes don't hold that same gentleness it used too....now it's nothing, like he has no soul...he is even using God and that is sick....I don't know what changed him but it's scaring me.....he is loosing his way and i want to guide him back but i know i CAN'T....he is no longer mine to guide or to hold.....I'm trying to get over him, believe me, i am.............I don't really love him the way i used too anymore......now it's more like, I want to save him from himself but can't.....I am lost and don't know what to do anymore.....I'm scared and I'm not afraid to admit that......Oh God, what do i do?
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