sweet dreams become a nightmare...

so then 1 year passes by where we are inseperateble. no body but us. every day of the week just me and him. alone. isolated from the world. in love. the best intimacy i have every experience with anyone. I gave him my heart and he gave me his. my birthday soon arrives and I can't wait to see what we will do next. He calls me and tells me the day after my birthday he's planning on leaving to cabo san lucas with his sisters and his dad. we have been inseperateble since day 1 and now on my birthday he was leaving. i was so upset i cried and told him not to leave. i begged and he said he had to. so i got mad at took my promise necklace off and threw in the sky. He leaves on foot. looking for this necklace. i got after him because its raining and cold and want to offer him a ride. he's just walking. i'm after him. we both are looking for my necklace. i have a leach on my foot at this point i can't go further and i yell please come back. and he came and took me home and call his ride. they came and got him. the next day was my birthday my mom cooked for me and he came by again. he was quiet and pretty cold. i was hurt this is my birthday it wouldn't be the same tomorrow without him. so the night turns old and he has to go. we say our good nights and loves and please don't forget about me call me. its only 2 weeks. i'll be home soon. you'll be okay. i love you. and he goes. 2 weeks later i'm taking advantage of my alone time. and i went to the movies with my cousin and a friend. he calls me on my cell. this is the first call him 3 days. he calls me and tells me his dad is in the hospital and if i can come see him he's home. so i call my mom and she picks me up takes me to the hospital and i'm there at 10 pm. we go inside the room his dad is all purple and blue. i don't hes going to make it but still i try to show him i'm optimistic. we leave the room and i'm was trying to pray and be optimistic and cheer him up that his dad will e okay. what could i do right? just be there. its 10:55 pm and my mom pickes me up about 5 minutes later i get home and he calls me to tell me his father just died in the hospital.