9:44 AM
I'm at work. I'm not doing so good today. I feel so crappy-depression? anxiety? guilts? idk maybe. i shouldn't of drank last night. i should have keep myself pure. i drank with J last night and he didn't finish his glass i think he did this on purpose so that i would get more tipsy. it was a bottle of blush that we picked up on the way home from the store-very good wine imported from italy. i felt it right away. i drank his glass also. i just feel so burdened again with this craving of drinking and smoking and i can't seem to push it away too long. i don't want this to continue i got to stop. and i will be okay.
09 nov 2009
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