mother in law

she's not the brightest
she's honest, somewhat...

we had her over for dinner last night,
even though i have a fever coming up and fading whenever
we agreed to continue the dinner

i cooked a simple meal
and she sat on the couch chatting with her daughter

then she hear of my ear and was kind of shocked
but then again within a minute she made a joke
a painful one at that, and i just shove it away as ignorance

during dinner the EX came to the conversation
my girlfriend just told that our relationship was nearly reaching the length of her previous relationship
and then her mother went with it to praise the ex
and not just a little bit
and not just truthfully

other than just insulting her daughter and me
she just insulted love
unaware of the EX's actions and stupidities
so i tried in my most polite form to explain
because she was too blind to see she just walked over her daughter
and that she had no clue of the hurt she was promoting

i tried and while you can not get through to some one on anti depressants any way
i tried
but in the end she still held money above love
in clear words told me and my girlfriend his money was more important than my girlfriend was
and even said she thought she was better of with his money than with me.

please tell me,
where is the line of acceptation ?
i know she can't really deal with reality
but to insult some one
and ignore the love for the daughter
for money !
how the fuck can you take that ?

most who know something about me and my girlfriend
do not know her past
her mother does
and while she said she knew things that my girlfriend did not realize she knew
she just ignored her part as mother in all of that
and said money was so much more important.

that is not a mother
that is a bitch
and you know what
i can not even be angry with her
because i know how to break the seroxat barriers
and i will not because it would hurt her
and she would just take a little more when she comes home
but she is totally unaware of the hurt she talks
thank you seroxat
thank you psychologist
for making a monster out of a mother !