:)))))))
So....For the beginning I would like to say that for this week I've changed so much that some of my friends can't recognize me 
And I'm too much happy for that!!!!
The reason for that is.....I've met the person whom I've been loving for 2 years! And I didn't feel any thing else but NoThInG!!!!!!!! You know since I've been back from England I've been getting ready to seeing him! But I couldn't go there)) I just couldn't! Some two days ago, I thought that I have to do it, if I don't do it now I'll never do it later! So.....collected will in a fist, and went there even not thinking of my friends, who. I knew, will always say that I just don't deserve anything...because I've done that.
I was very anxious that day...And when going there my heart was beating too fast,
!!!!But when I saw him....I promise I really wanted to feel something!!!!!!!!!! I wanted so much))) But I couldn't!!!!!!!!!!
And I clearly remember all the things that he had told me, and everything that I'd answered!!!!!!!! And that had never happened to me, because when I was talking to him I was too emotional!
So now when I'm thinking of him, I can understand that he is not the ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And hope I'll meet the one (him) sooner than I can imagine!
And I'm too much happy for that!!!!The reason for that is.....I've met the person whom I've been loving for 2 years! And I didn't feel any thing else but NoThInG!!!!!!!! You know since I've been back from England I've been getting ready to seeing him! But I couldn't go there
)) I just couldn't! Some two days ago, I thought that I have to do it, if I don't do it now I'll never do it later! So.....collected will in a fist, and went there even not thinking of my friends, who. I knew, will always say that I just don't deserve anything...because I've done that.I was very anxious that day...And when going there my heart was beating too fast,
!!!!But when I saw him....I promise I really wanted to feel something!!!!!!!!!! I wanted so much))) But I couldn't!!!!!!!!!!And I clearly remember all the things that he had told me, and everything that I'd answered!!!!!!!! And that had never happened to me, because when I was talking to him I was too emotional!
So now when I'm thinking of him, I can understand that he is not the ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And hope I'll meet the one (him) sooner than I can imagine!
17 okt 2009
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