Again....and again.

Well.....Hi! I am really to say that this week was kinda very exciting and very interesting.

I have had 2 exams at this time and only one left for me to pass. I got 4 of the two that I've passed

What about my private life i can say that I'm almost satisfied with it, as it has bot been as boring as I could imagine Well the reason for it is K.. He's kinda friendly and attentive but at the same time he does some things which are too interesting and too confusing.

I really try to keep myself away from him, but I'm not able to do it. I'm really afraid of falling in love with him as I can really guess that I can't make anything out of it and our relationship is gonna have no future But i'm really not able to do anything with my hands. At the same time I see him online I just start writing to him and before I get what I'm doing I'm already sending him a letter.

Before my exam of Econometrix I just decided to ask him how he was and we talked about abilities to go abroad for studying. At 16 we were just talking of nothing. At 18th When I wrote my status "Wish me luck", he did it and when I said that I'm too afraid as I'm gonna pass an exam of Accounting..and added that he supposed to think that I'm a kind of a "panic maker" and always crying person. And he answered "No, zarik, I'm thinking what a passionate friend I'm having and how to make her calm down". And at that time I decided to ask him to tell me about his family. And he did.

His family consists of him, his mother and granny. His mum and dad had broke up when he was a little boy. He has no brithers and sisters. Has cousins baut has no contact with them. It was the same as I was thinking about him, and nothing of that make me amazed (it could not). But after him telling me that I felt that something in my attitude to him has changed. And I started liking him more

Yesterday we were again and again almost about nothing, and today again. I can't tell whether those conversations are as pleasant to him as to me, but I really feel that It's kinda love

Hope it's gonna be allright later and I won;t fell in love with him finally. I guess I have a chance to do it. I don;t know