Nothing:(
Today when almost a week has passed from my holish Birthday I feel myself toooooooo lonly!!!!! It's a horrible feeling
I talk to my friends, I've even met my brother's gf, but the thing is that I can feel that no one needs me really, maybe they need me when something is wrong, but I can not rely on them actualy.
What about K. I haven't talked to him since 23rd! He sent me a video, and we talked a little about my bro's behaviour, but after that he keeps silent! Why???? I can't understand, maybe he thought that I'm having too many problems and he doesn't want to have any connection to me? I don't know! But I want to discover that very and very much!
And what about my bro! I'm sorry to say that but I have to! FUCK HIM!!!!!!!!!!!! He didn't call to my birthday, but at the same time he was talking to his gf, not even thinking of that he had offended me! So I decided to behave myself the same way.
Yesterday when he called I refused to answer!
I don't really know what's going on with me! I'm just very depressed!!!!!!
I talk to my friends, I've even met my brother's gf, but the thing is that I can feel that no one needs me really, maybe they need me when something is wrong, but I can not rely on them actualy.What about K. I haven't talked to him since 23rd! He sent me a video, and we talked a little about my bro's behaviour, but after that he keeps silent! Why???? I can't understand, maybe he thought that I'm having too many problems and he doesn't want to have any connection to me? I don't know! But I want to discover that very and very much!
And what about my bro! I'm sorry to say that but I have to! FUCK HIM!!!!!!!!!!!! He didn't call to my birthday, but at the same time he was talking to his gf, not even thinking of that he had offended me! So I decided to behave myself the same way.
Yesterday when he called I refused to answer!
I don't really know what's going on with me! I'm just very depressed!!!!!!
30 nov 2009
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