When missing you makes me happy

I don't know why but at this particular moment, I probably couldn't be happier if I tried. I know C is still very far away and there are months yet before he comes back but I'm on some major high. "Summer Rain" by Slinkee Minx and "Teenage Dream" by Katy Perry are like my anthems right now. I can feel this massive glow inside me and I can just feel the radiance shining from me. Don't get me wrong, I miss him like crazy but for some reason, the memories that those songs bring back to me of that time and thinking about what might be in the next year are actually giving me tears of joy. Now this has never happened to me before. It's weird but I'm loving it.

My friend sent me a text today and some of it said: "The Germans have a word fir when you really like someone; Lebenslangerschicksalsschatz is not something that develops over time. It is something that happens instantaneously." That's definitely what I felt.

342 days to go!
Emily

MissingC, vrouw, 29 jaar

• O 18 aug 2013 One month today!
• O 18 aug 2013 Broken hearts and distorted memories
• O 15 aug 2013 Brand new eyes
• O 12 aug 2013 If only dreams could become reality
• O 10 aug 2013 When missing you makes me happy
• O 08 aug 2013 Making memories
• O 07 aug 2013 Happy, Confused, In love, Sad and Dreamy at once!
• O 06 aug 2013 First tears
• O 05 aug 2013 My dreams must love me... I dreamt of you again
• O 04 aug 2013 Don't Kill Me Now
• O 02 aug 2013 This waiting is breaking me... already
• O 01 aug 2013 Another really emotional night...
• O 30 jul 2013 Dreams of you... and teachers?
• O 29 jul 2013 Far Away, I wish you were here.
• O 28 jul 2013 Please Don't Do This to Me - Emotional Nights