My dreams must love me... I dreamt of you again
So I had one of the most amazing dreams again last night about you, C. This diary seems to be turning in as much of a dream journal as it is an actual diary. Although I know it's not what the rest of you probably want to be reading, I kind of feel like these things fit into my story and they're going to be just as important to me as the highs and lows of emotions when I read this back this time next year. 
It was one of those dreams where it seems so real, you wake up half believing that it's actually happening. And then of course when you do eventually realise that it was just a dream, you have that momentary horrible feeling of depression when your heart sinks. So yeah... I dreamt that C came back I don't know why I even half believed it because he comes here once a year, and that's never changed. :/ For some reason, I couldn't find him straight away but I was the happiest person alive when I did. It was super busy with all the different people seeking thrills so they taught me how to work the rides (the Waltzers in particular) so that more people could get maximum enjoyment out of their money. I don't know why but ever since I was a kid and I saw them doing it, so confident and what to me then would have been brave, I always wanted to learn how to do it. I wouldn't know how to do it in real life now obviously, but in my dream it seemed to be a lot easier than it looked. They seemed really pleased with the way I was doing things so yeah, amazing dream
347 days to go!
Emily
It was one of those dreams where it seems so real, you wake up half believing that it's actually happening. And then of course when you do eventually realise that it was just a dream, you have that momentary horrible feeling of depression when your heart sinks. So yeah... I dreamt that C came back
I don't know why I even half believed it because he comes here once a year, and that's never changed. :/ For some reason, I couldn't find him straight away but I was the happiest person alive when I did. It was super busy with all the different people seeking thrills so they taught me how to work the rides (the Waltzers in particular) so that more people could get maximum enjoyment out of their money. I don't know why but ever since I was a kid and I saw them doing it, so confident and what to me then would have been brave, I always wanted to learn how to do it. I wouldn't know how to do it in real life now obviously, but in my dream it seemed to be a lot easier than it looked. They seemed really pleased with the way I was doing things so yeah, amazing dream 347 days to go!
Emily
05 aug 2013
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