Originally posted on July 12, 2013 @ http://www.my

Yey! It's Friday! I'll be going home tomorrow.

Well, I've been staying away from home since last month because of my studies. I am now in college and I am studying in a university that is a li'l bit far away from home.

I just want to write in this entry, since this is my first one, what I have experience this past weeks during my first month in college.

First of all, I've never been too far from my parents ever. So this is my first time living all by myself. Thank God, my high school classmate, who is also studying where I study, is with me. We live in the same dorm and she guides me on what to do and how I will be able to survive. LOL.

My first week went smoothly. Well, there are lots of changes but I expected that. I was just a little new on how I am living in here. I have no friends, no relative, everyone's a stranger. But I survived, I just told myself, "Temporarily! You are all adjusting here."

Then, my college life goes on... (haha)

Second week is full of homesickness and everything. Let me tell you what happened. One morning, I was about to borrow a book from the BORROWING CENTER. So I fell in line.

Then it is my turn, "May I borrow the book for my mathematics subject?" I asked the lady inside the room.

"Read this!" she told me in an annoyed tone, pointing to the paper taped on the window saying," The following books are unavailable because they are out for rental purposes: book1, book2, book3 ,..."

Then I told her, "Then i'll be paying for the rent, miss".

She replied in more annoyed tone, "Just read what is written there!".

I told myself, "What the? I have read that already and i am willing to pay! What does this girl want?". But I cannot argue with her so I just went away heading to my next class.

Then I just realized, I was crying while walking on the streets. *sigh* I was too emotional that time. I've been yelled by the lady without me doing anything wrong. I don't know what to do, I just kept on walking , I just tried to hide my face so no one will notice that I am crying.

I did not noticed that I was passing through the nearest church in my university. I went inside, no one is there except for the people cleaning the church. So I sat on the nearest seat to me. Then, I knelt, bowed my head and burst into crying. It was the worst feeling. I just felt that I MISS my family, my friends, everyone back my hometown. I felt that I was alone. I got yelled at and there is no shoulders for me to cry on.

I just cried for several minutes.

But today, I think i'm a little bit adjusted now with the environment. I've met new people that I think I can consider now as my friends. But they can never replace my high school friends. And also, the semester is now starting. I know I will be an ENGINEER soon ^_^



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Wait! Today is just a normal day. What made it special is my friends who are studying in a different university had their way to my place. Yie! But I just spent a short time with them. But at least, i saw them, again

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I have lots to say but better reserve them for next time


~moonshine