Monday, i was looking forward for this <3

Yesterday, July 14th was my 17th BIRTHDAY Yey, I'm getting older, haha. I just had some lunch date with my girls, Nancy, Lycah, Minggi and Ivy. Well, not bad at all Right after that lunch, I went back here at Los Banos (where I study).

so today's monday, I was so excited for this. Yesterday, I was chatting with my girl, Angel. And I told her about that I guy who I have crush with (see my second entry). HAHA. She was so excited for me, i think she's more excited that me, LOL. She gave me advice on what to do and everything. She told me to wear nice clothes which was not planning because I'm so lazy to pick what to wear. But, LOL, she made me do that. HAHA.

So there I go. I woke up at 4:30 AM, watda? Yeah, 4:30 AM. That's supposed to be 5:30 AM but a don't know, maybe I set it incorrectly. I tried to sleep for an another hour but I just can't anymore. So I jumped into the shower, ate my breakfast and opened my laptop. It was so early, I cannot go that early. Nothing important on the net. So I decided to leave and head to my classes.

I arrived at 6:45 AM, my class will start at 7:00 AM. I'm 15 minutes early. So I entered the classroom. Then I noticed that he was not still there. "Maybe he will be late again" i told myself. So I waited for him. Then someone just sat on the seat next to me where my crush should be seated. Well, I cannot tell her,"Hey, someone sits there, find your own." So I just moved on the chair at my back where there is still another seat unoccupied.

I just waited.

The class started and he's still not in the room. I was so afraid he will not be able to attend the class because the door will be locked at 7:10 AM. Then finally the one I've been waiting for entered the room. But unfortunately, he was not able to see me so he sat at the back part of the room.

I was so disappointed. I was waiting for this day, I prepared for this. But nothing really happened I was so sad, there I go again waiting for another Monday to come. Oh, if I could only fast-forward the time. I thought I will be able to know his name after that meeting, but no

oh, i'm so sad.

-moonshine

p.s. i want someone to talk to. pm me