I Love Mondays <3

I really do not have something to write in here, LOL.

I just really wanted to share my thoughts and feelings with this so-called-diary of mine

This is all about my CRUSH. Well, if you're not interested, don't bother reading this. I'm just going to let out my feelings because I think these feelings will explode if I'm not going to let it out. HAHA.

I met him 3 weeks ago. In one of my Monday Classes. Too bad, that was the only subject we are both enrolled. So I'm always looking forward for that subject.

That first day I saw him outside the classroom, I already noticed that he's good looking. I just told myself, "He's just one of the good looking guys here at *toot* University".

I entered the room. I sat beside my bloc mate that I saw first. I and my bloc mate just had some chat, then someone asked me if there is someone seated beside me, referring to the seat at my right that is not taken. That someone is him, my CRUSH. I shook my head meaning, there is no one seated there. Then he sat beside me. Wew. Earlier that morning, I was adoring him, then at that very moment I was beside him already.

Awkwardness, well, I don't know him so I didn't spoke to him first. But he started chatting with me. And here goes our conversation:

C-crush
M-me

C: You're freshman right?
M: Yes
C: Then you have *insert subject here*
M: Yup
C: You must do well in that subject.
M: *got confused, because I thought he's a freshie too* Oh so you're not freshman, Kuya?
C: ah, yup.
M: Is *insert subject here* really that hard?
C: No, not really. Better if you'll take that only once .
M: How about you, Kuya? (referring if he took that subject just once)
C: Yup, one take only.
M: *nod*

Short conversation, but that really inspired me. Finally, someone told my that *insert subject here* is not really that hard. From that moment, he became my crush.

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The next Monday, I was so inspired. I'm very excited for my class. I head to our classroom and sat where I sat last week hoping that he will be sitting next to me again. I waited for him. But the class started I never got to see him. I was hopeless, maybe he sat on another seat far from mine.

After 10 minutes since the class started, my Professor let the late students in. He instructed my classmate to open the door for those late students. Then someone just captured my eye, my CRUSH. LOL, so he was late. For God's Sake. But the seat where he sat last week was already occupied that time by my friend, so he just sat on the nearest vacant seat to him.

But what I noticed that time is he was with a girl, i think she's not a freshman also. But I am thinking positive, HE's SINGLE. i wish.

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Just recently, last Monday, I went to my class, thinking very positive that I will see him. I did not expect to sit beside him again, just hoped to see him that day. I entered the room, I can't remember which is my seat. Then a familiar face looked at me. THERE HE IS! On the seat beside my seat. Oh my gosh, this is the best I was so happy that time, i never expected to be seated beside him again.

Then we had little talks. When the Professor takes a break from talking, then he would talk or ask me with something. But one thing's not yet been told.

NAMES.

Yes, I don't know his name yet. He doesn't know my name yet.

Urgh, I was planning to ask him but when I'm in that position, I can't do what I am supposed to do. *sigh* Well, maybe next time. LOL, i remember what my friend told me, "I know why you did not asked for each other's names." I asked her, "Why?". She answered,"So you'll have the excuse to see and talk with each other again."

LOL.

I hope so.

I think, that's all for today.







-moonshine