Zelffascinatie als zondaar, narcist & megalomaan?


Genetic Solar Bi-Polar
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WHEN
I speak of 'the sinner,'
I do not mean the one
who commits sins:
sins are committed by every one or no one,
according to our definition
of the word.
I mean the one who is absorbed
in the consciousness of SIN.
THIS one is perpetually
incurring his/her own disapproval, which,
if it is religious,
he/she interprets as the disapproval
of "G*D".
She has an image of herself as she thinks
she ought to be,
which is in continual conflict
with her knowledge of herself
as she is.
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IF,
in his conscious thought,
he has long since discarded the maxims
that he was taught at his mother's
knee, his sense of sin may be buried or asleep.
Nevertheless it may suffice
to take the savor out of everything.
At bottom he still accepts all the prohibitions he was taught
in infancy.
Swearing is wicked; drinking is wicked,
ordinary business shrewdness is wicked,
above all, any sex is wicked.
He does not, of course,
abstain from any of these pleasures,
but they are all poisoned for him by the feeling that they
degrade him!
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The ONE pleasure
that she desires with her whole soul
is that of being approvingly caressed by her mother,
which she can remember having experiencec
in childhood!
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THIS pleasure
being no longer open to them,
they feel that NOTHING matters;
since they MUST sin, they 'decide' to sin
deeply?
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WHEN
they fall in love,
they look for maternal tenderness,
but cannot accept IT, because,
owing to the mother-image,
they feel no respect for any woman/man
with whom they have sexual
relations.
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THEN,
in their disappointment,
they become cruel {cynical, angry, confused,
nihilistic, neurotic/psychotic},
repent of their cruelty. and start afresh
on the dreary round of imagined sin
and 'REAL' remorse.
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THIS,
in short,
is the psychology of very many apparently
hard-boiled reprobates.
What drives them astray is devotion
to an unattainable object {mother or mother-substitute}
together with the inculcation, in early years,
of a ridiculous ethical code.
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LIBERATION
from the tyranny
of early beliefs and affections is the first step
towards 'happiness' for these
victims of maternal 'virtue.'
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Narcissism
later here in myDi or there in LJ:
{remember Pim/Volkert/Theo & Ali BB?}
eerst wat eten & drinken zei Likkepot
EN vers brood bakken.
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engel
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