with or with out you !

I can't seem to see the light at the end of the fog im not trapped it,
Threw all the thickness i still try to reach for you but never am able to fell you.
I will sail threw this with or with out you,
Though i long for you to be here to ease the wonder of life.
But i can not keep pulling myself threw the fog with such a big since of hope only to find that you are not there,
My heart is only felt then to fall threw the cracks in the ship like the water that splashes over my face.
I wish to be all your heart desired and all your arms longed to hold,
But with or with out you, the journey will never sees for such a broken soul to mend.
I have now come to realize my screams and cry's are silence to your ears, my kisses but wind to your face,
I only hope for the day the fog shall pass to see you face on the other side,
But i can not wish with my heart for it has been shattered and now lay at the bottom of the ocean only to be forgotten.
Only if my love was as powerful as the words across your lips,
I could then come to see that you are what my soul keeps wanting.
Although with or without you i will stand to shame the brokenness across my face and the pain of a love that never was there,
And like a storm of a sea the waves will calm and beauty will be reborn with a new day.