how to over come u

ill lay in this dark room untill i crawl out of my own skin
the pain in my chest never fails to take over my whole body
the numbness in my body over comes me like the ocean
the tears stream like an angery storm over my face
i cant seem to feel the touch of ne thing
i wish so much to feel u beside me although your a million miles away
smiling at the thought of loving and hold another
while i stay in the darkness and it over takes every feeling in me
i only die inside for u to miss me or wish to hold me tight
u only seem to drift further away to move on with the one whos love u cant live without
leaving me in the shadows like a old toy u no longer have use for
or have just grown to see that im a figure of ur past.
although no matter how many bottles i brake not one will let u see how broken i am
and no matter how many i finish will ever make u see how empty inside i am
but i am only a misfit in the space where u use to roam.