Things.

First of all, sorry for this being in English. I do not speak dutch. Now you wonder why I am here then. Simple, I am in a relationship with a dutch person and she uses this site a lot. Too much, if you ask me. She reads stories while we are cuddling, sometimes during dinner...well just way more then I think is "nice". But that is her business.

But I am more here to wonder about this whole thing a bit. Yeah, I guess it is a online-diary were you can share your day and whatnot. And that is cool. For the most part. I really dislike having my relationship so openly displayed here. The good and the bad. Were the bad is obviously more interesting for everyone. Human nature I guess. People like too look at catastrophes and such stuff way more than at the nice things. They are...boring.

Im wondering though. You do something wrong, people on here advice you to just say "fuck it" to the whole relationship. You think you can tell that over one thing? That is...not very smart in my view. Oh whatever, I don't think I am very popular on here if you figured out who I am. And I didn't ask to have my life on this site. I hate that it is that way.

And why?

Cause I do fucking retarded things sometimes that I wish I had never done. That I wish nobody would ever know of, or that I could just talk them out with my partner. But nah, it has to be public. I think it is bad for our relationship. It makes me not wanna try new things, be careful and act distanced. Because I don't wanna be wrong. I don't wanna be "the evil".

Meh. I guess I don't like writing about my day. You likely don't like me. And I am very glad, that after comments that will maybe tell me "How much I have done wrong and blablabla", I will never have the pleasure of meeting you guys.

Have a nice day.