the world through my eyes....

if i ever wanted to give up all it would take was one quick movement and itd be game over. why cant i just do it already? i despise my lfe because no one can stand me for a day. if im despised then why stay? they say im depressed that i need to just breathe...no i dont deserve the space or time that i take up. think of how many lost their lives fighting for a reason, why am i here if im struggling to find a reason to be loved to stay with all the people i see. everyone else in bright and colourful im just a grayscale. i look into the mirror everyday to see the failure. when people sat there and said god loves all his children and made them all unique. he made me a mess. i am never happy enough ever. i am fighting myself with every word that i write. he said write down how you feel, that isnt that easy for me! he has yet to realize that i am a different person than he thinks i am, i dont talk or let anyone in because all i do is get hurt. my heart is being fragile one more and im a goner beyond reasoning. dear mother dear father.....im sorry i culdnt be the perfect daughter, this is goodbyeliefdesverdriet :'c
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