That one cute person
There is always that one person, you've been falling in love with him before. But you broke up because you thought you didn't loved him any longer.
Well, that person. That person is still in my life, and i won't go away.
Even when i broke up with him, i can't forget his smile, and his laugh. how much fun we had.. It was a such great time. I can never find a nother guy who is that amazing has he was.
I had me change by him, i messed up. First i broke up with him because i thought i was in love with another boy, i made a mistake. I didn't loved that dude. I loved the boy who was perfect in my eyes. I wanted him back, but i said i messed up.
His friend, who is my best friend, told me that he told him that he still loved me, but i broke his heart so hard.
Now it's almost a year later, and i've never stopped thinking of his beautyness and his fun. If i am dreaming, he's in it. I would do anything to be with him again. I won't fall in love with someone other again. I really do love him, and that is not the only thing. I care about him, i am worried if something happend to him.
Now is the time that i don't want to see him, but he always comes back..
My most biggest wish is to be with him again, to laugh with him, to hold his hand, just to be in love with eachother...
If i had that change, i would do anything to take it and don't mess it up.
It's almost valtinesday, and i am thinking of him giving a gift.
Just because i want to let him see how much i love him.
The problem is my best friend, there is a long story by her and him.
I met him with help of my best friend. She met him first with another friend of mine. They told me that he was deffinitly handsome. So i thought, okay everybody knows him and i want that too. So i said to my best friend that i wanted to met him too. She laughed and said, sweety i need to tell you something. She tolded me that she was in love with this boy, since the moment she saw him. I thought that is sweet! Maybe he will like you too?
After this conversation we went to his house and chilled with him. Since the moment he opened the door, i felt in love with his smile, his cuteness, his eyes. He was handsome, and i knew he was fun and nice too. My first thought was WOW he's hot. And the second was: How am i ever gonna tell my best friend about this???
When i came home that evening, i spoke to him and we spoke about that day. He asked me what i thought about him. I said that he was nice and handsome. A few days later we said to eachother that we liked eachother a lot. We wanted a relationship. But i had a problem... So i wrote on school a long letter for my best friend. While she was sitting next to me. She asked many times: WHAT ARE YOU DOING!? then i looked at her, with my afraid eyes. At the end of the day i gave her the letter and said becarefull: Open it when you are home, not sooner! Promise? 'Promise?' She went home. When she was home, she read the letter, she cried so hard... She told me that when we talked later. She wanted to call me that night, but i couldn't.. I was afraid and so sad. I didn't want to hurt my best friend, because she was amazing. I wanted to have anything for her. We skyped later that night. i cried a little bit, she said: hey.. Are you crying right now? I said maybe.. Then she laughed. She said that it doesn't matter and that if we like eachother that we had to have a relation. She wanted to be a good friend, but it hurts so much by me to hurt her. I was so sorry. But i did what she said, i had a relationship with him.
Now, these days, i said to her that i liked him again actually. She said with a bitchy face: You don't make any chance, don't do things for him. That made me sad..
I really do love him, so i wanted to do anything for him..
But i gave up after a time. too fast.
Now, i want to do things. I want him. I want to be with him, i want to laugh with him, i want to kiss him, i want to talk with him about other stuff..
I love him....
Well, that person. That person is still in my life, and i won't go away.
Even when i broke up with him, i can't forget his smile, and his laugh. how much fun we had.. It was a such great time. I can never find a nother guy who is that amazing has he was.
I had me change by him, i messed up. First i broke up with him because i thought i was in love with another boy, i made a mistake. I didn't loved that dude. I loved the boy who was perfect in my eyes. I wanted him back, but i said i messed up.
His friend, who is my best friend, told me that he told him that he still loved me, but i broke his heart so hard.
Now it's almost a year later, and i've never stopped thinking of his beautyness and his fun. If i am dreaming, he's in it. I would do anything to be with him again. I won't fall in love with someone other again. I really do love him, and that is not the only thing. I care about him, i am worried if something happend to him.
Now is the time that i don't want to see him, but he always comes back..
My most biggest wish is to be with him again, to laugh with him, to hold his hand, just to be in love with eachother...
If i had that change, i would do anything to take it and don't mess it up.
It's almost valtinesday, and i am thinking of him giving a gift.
Just because i want to let him see how much i love him.
The problem is my best friend, there is a long story by her and him.
I met him with help of my best friend. She met him first with another friend of mine. They told me that he was deffinitly handsome. So i thought, okay everybody knows him and i want that too. So i said to my best friend that i wanted to met him too. She laughed and said, sweety i need to tell you something. She tolded me that she was in love with this boy, since the moment she saw him. I thought that is sweet! Maybe he will like you too?
After this conversation we went to his house and chilled with him. Since the moment he opened the door, i felt in love with his smile, his cuteness, his eyes. He was handsome, and i knew he was fun and nice too. My first thought was WOW he's hot. And the second was: How am i ever gonna tell my best friend about this???
When i came home that evening, i spoke to him and we spoke about that day. He asked me what i thought about him. I said that he was nice and handsome. A few days later we said to eachother that we liked eachother a lot. We wanted a relationship. But i had a problem... So i wrote on school a long letter for my best friend. While she was sitting next to me. She asked many times: WHAT ARE YOU DOING!? then i looked at her, with my afraid eyes. At the end of the day i gave her the letter and said becarefull: Open it when you are home, not sooner! Promise? 'Promise?' She went home. When she was home, she read the letter, she cried so hard... She told me that when we talked later. She wanted to call me that night, but i couldn't.. I was afraid and so sad. I didn't want to hurt my best friend, because she was amazing. I wanted to have anything for her. We skyped later that night. i cried a little bit, she said: hey.. Are you crying right now? I said maybe.. Then she laughed. She said that it doesn't matter and that if we like eachother that we had to have a relation. She wanted to be a good friend, but it hurts so much by me to hurt her. I was so sorry. But i did what she said, i had a relationship with him.
Now, these days, i said to her that i liked him again actually. She said with a bitchy face: You don't make any chance, don't do things for him. That made me sad..
I really do love him, so i wanted to do anything for him..
But i gave up after a time. too fast.
Now, i want to do things. I want him. I want to be with him, i want to laugh with him, i want to kiss him, i want to talk with him about other stuff..
I love him....
19 jan 2015
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Legendary (opgeheven op 11-6-2015)
maandag 19 januari 2015 20:09
Oui,
C'est difficile.. -
Kamanda4 (opgeheven op 24-3-2015)
dinsdag 20 januari 2015 01:29
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