stay silent and trust no one...
Why do I not talk? Because no matter what I say no matter how loud I say it you will never hear my words and listen to them. You'll just ignore me as everyone else does and just keep sharpening your tongue with my name spilling out of your mouth. "Oh my god did you hear she did this?!? What a freak!!!" You'll say. There is only one true thing in this life and that is solitude. Keep telling me I am undeserving while those around me say go talk to someone...
I talked once. When I did I lost everything dear to
me. There is no one in this world I can trust. I can't even trust myself anymore.. just thinking back to how many friends and people who ACTUALLY CARED i lost because I was afraid to talk and hear their judgments I am ashamed of myself. I have no where left to run. No where left to hide. I might not ever talk but I do listen and your right. I'm a disgusting failure of a human being I deserve to be alone and cry myself to sleep every night I don't deserve anything I have But still you say I should go talk to someone and
tell them my problems. I learned my lesson before you open up to someone and your mocked until you finally break down..i can't trust anyone. Not anymore..
I talked once. When I did I lost everything dear to
me. There is no one in this world I can trust. I can't even trust myself anymore.. just thinking back to how many friends and people who ACTUALLY CARED i lost because I was afraid to talk and hear their judgments I am ashamed of myself. I have no where left to run. No where left to hide. I might not ever talk but I do listen and your right. I'm a disgusting failure of a human being I deserve to be alone and cry myself to sleep every night I don't deserve anything I have But still you say I should go talk to someone and
tell them my problems. I learned my lesson before you open up to someone and your mocked until you finally break down..i can't trust anyone. Not anymore..
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