everyone was looking at us and my face matched my red converse.... I wanted him to ask me to homecoming but instead i went alone and danced with friends. Homecoming was fun! You can tell by how much I dance by the blisters on my toes but I wish he was there. Or was I really wishing for someone else. 
Man I feel so bad. I'm texting him right now and I didn't know what to say, so I just told him goodnight.
I am just not good with relationships, I'm good at giving other people advice but I can never really follow my own. Wait he just texted me, "Night
" WHAT SHOULD i DO?!? Its probably too late to answer him now because we are already done texting. FUDGE! DO I like him? my heart and head are so confused. I've been sick for two weeks but still going to school cause of the strict government which shut down. Stupid. I need help. Stuck on a boat with a tiger who is gonna eat me for choosing the wrong guy...










































