overcoming my phobia...hopefully

Hi guys I hope your having a good holiday i just got done preparing for the concert tonight. I have a terrible phobia of people and I just looked about 10 minutes ago...theres a lot of people. Not gonna lie I kinda wanta cry right now lol. Im trying to force myself into a situation where I can't avoid social situations and making myself get over my phobia of people. Quite honestly im a senior in high school and I still can't talk in front of class of 12 people. I can barely overcome my phobia to be able to talk to a teacher one on one. Im hoping that if I can't do it on my own my band, breathe California, and Vices and Virtues and talk me into it. But anyways im dressed up as a female version of the grinch for tonight's and tomorrow night's show. Here's to hoping it works and is amazingly awesome

-ill talk to you guys later thanks for reading, hope
You all have a wonderful holiday and break

-Cat, nervous as hell but hoping as always, see ya guys

fakesmiles, vrouw, 30 jaar

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