Just
escaped
from Utopia.
It started with cleaning dishes
seemingly endlessly for hours and hours on end
and after that I had to brush walls without end with a little rag
till I wanted to get out.
Which proved to be practically impossible.
"Happy" people were viewing
the newly constructed perfect world:
up and down stairs and elevators,
perfect rooms under construction everywhere,
airconditioned, superbig, iron, beton, plastic, chips and
controllposts all over, super~airtight
so no-one could get in or out without being noticed,
checked & doublechecked.
Finally I reached someplace on the outskirts of this "PERFECT"
'New Babylon/New Amsterdam/New York/New Anywhere/New Nowhere' ...
But still high iron fences, high voltage &
impossible to get out, everything under construction
after what seemed to have been World War III:
atomical, bio{il}logic, bacterial, chemical, viral warfare had destroyed
the 'old world' and all ruins were being cleared
and cleaned by 'men in white' ...
On top of the old mess the new was being realized.
Admired by 'all' & abhorred by 'some' {like me}.
Finally. after many trials in vain,
I got out and woke up,
happy to be HERE NOW in myDi:
I don't want to go back to that 'perfect' New "World".
Just now 'Trouw'
dropped on the doormat and
I'm going to take a nap or a rest at least from those
horrid ups & downs from here to there and
nowhere to escape to.
IF I'm stuck there again:
please COME &
SAVE ME?!
Please ...

Ch@i
a.v.o.
@ Irminloo
{in distress STILL,
but happy now 'for the moment' ..........................}

{I know it's a 'composite lucid nightmare/dream' made up out of all kinds of fragments from the past: fences, borders, guards, slavery, forced labor, uniforms, left overs from wars, total controll and future fears, BUT:
when it's 'really' happening, like the Flash & Shock Wave of years ago, IT
seems totally real and inescapable, labyrinthic, Roman Nazist Communist &
"American" horror come through like Stephen Kings stories or Exodus ..} ...
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