new beginings

So all summer and at the end of the school year I was stressing about the fact that im going to have to go to jeff (the name of the school im going to next year) jeff isn't in the nicest part of town and I don't have any friends going there. I knew I was going to be split from ALOT of friends because they changed the school districts this year so a lot of people are getting split up until freshman year. I was depressed because I finally had someone I could call a best friend and after two years with the same people im being sent to a ghetto school with no one I know. but now me and Kelsey aren't friends anymore because im friends with a couple girls that she "could never trust after what they did to her" I really don't want to loose Kelsey, but I don't want to have to sacrifice friendships with 5 other girls just to be friends with her. Anyways im starting to not mind going to jeff.. I feel like ill be able to start over and meet new people, there was a lot of drama in my middle school my friend group has changed over the years.. but im still friends with the same general group. I feel like I need a fresh start. seventh grade was by far my hardest year yet. but I also have some of my best memories with Kelsey and my friends from 6th and 7th grade.. it hurts to know that me and Kelsey will never be how we used to and that im loosing all of my other close friends. I guess whats scaring me a lot is im a little shy.. like I can talk to people I don't know but its nerve racking.. and I guess I am considered one of the "popular" girls and I don't want to jeff and be one of the people that doesn't have a lot of friends or that a lot of people don't like.. I know that sounds bad but I don't want my life/ life style to change over moving schools