my hearts in pieces</3

im a horrible friend i betrayed my best friend and now i feel empty. i walked home from school today and saw sammy driving past me and he offered me a ride. a cold wind blew my hair in my face as he got out. i almost cried my heart hurt so much. he ran out of his car and hugged me tight as i cried in his shoulder. sammy i wish that you would of never comforted me. now i am vulnerable and the walls fell away. i really wished that you would of never hugged me today sammy. i wish you would of stayed and never let me go. i wish that i could allow myself to be with you and dylan but i cant. i cant allow myself to hurt you ever again. the one time made me lose my breath, one more and ill cease to exist. sammy i love you as a friend and dylan i have always loved you. two years today that doesnt mean anything? im sorry but ur mistaken for another girl

fakesmiles, vrouw, 30 jaar

• Noner vrijdag 07 december 2012 00:24
  staying strong.
• fakesmiles vrijdag 07 december 2012 17:48
  I cant when the walls i built around myself crumble at my feet
• ilovecandy zaterdag 08 december 2012 13:06
  don't you give up .Try your best don't wait ask her for an apoligy .How did you, betray her ? Tell us we need to know .IF you want something know that i can help .Cause that's what i am .
• fakesmiles zondag 09 december 2012 00:55
  Sammy is a boy and hes my best friend. i betrayed him by being to comfortable sharing stuff with him. he is at the point were he has said that he loves me. i dont know what to say to him i love him as a friend but its complicated

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