my feelings

I dont want it to be the end of us.
i didnt want it to go down like this.

you want my love and i want yours
but I am crying.. crying because i am no more that man that can love the way you Always have desired.
i dont love you anymore... I love the one who you were in the past,
the old you.
i Loved the old us.
Lying down on the bed and listen to piano together.
Talking crazy stuff and laugh together.
I want you the one i fell for, the one i saw as my future wife and the mother of my children
Even now as i am writing this, my heart feels empty or broken.
I am drunk cause of the pain and stabbed with the darkside of the rose.
I am sorry for all the pain, i am sorry for not being there, I am sorry for the person i have become.
The man you dont want.. the man who is nothing for you... The man who cant love
I love you and i lost you ... I want you back i want it all back.
Back in my life... i Want us together, crying laughing and loving eachother.
I hate myself for hurting the angel in my life.

i want us to be the old ones again

My apologies