Making memories

Today's just been one of those days where I've been totally surrounded by memories. Everywhere I go, there's something to remind me of C. As much as it's nice, I guess it just makes me miss him even more. Yesterday, it was my friend talking about someone she knows with the same name living near her and there was also a small fairground ride in the centre of the town I went to.

Today, it was all really just a bit more of the same. I really wanted to feel close to him, to feel like it wasn't all so far away. I went back to the place where he was with my friend and sat there and just talked things through. It helps a little bit but I guess missing him doesn't get any easier. :/ I'll see you again soon, baby.

344 days to go
Emily