its ok just talkin to myself o.o
Lol so before i start i was writing this and i have to reread everything because its just a horrible ocd of mine and my mom just sat there "Cady....are you ok? O.O" so i just said "yea im just talking to myself. No big whoop. I do it all the time don't i Henry *looks over to an empty corner* see he says the same mom." Lmao she didn't get my joke so now I have a shrink appointment on Friday xDDD
But anyways...I was bored and feeling severely depressed so I climbed on the roof of my house and just sat there breathing in the cold air, feeling the wind brush against my face, the birds chirping, the squirrels climbing up the trees. Then I thought that this was what life's purpose is...its purpose couldn't appear anymore simple yet incredibly complicated at the same time. I just started to think back on all the shit that happened in my life and I decided that I will overcome it and show the world that I am not just a fuck up. Then when I got thinking about my modeling career I remembered how bad it all ended last time and how more depressed it had made me feel. Well....i sorta promised myself that I will get back to modeling and back to feeling like life actually mattered ya know? I just lost touch I guess so its just natural that I go back to living a simple altruistic life again. I only exist to help others and I stand by that even after im long gone. This world is much to heartless anymore. We need to throw away most egoism and adopt the more altruism into our life.
Hope you all have a wonderful week
P.S.- its going to be -50° tommorow oh mah gawd its the apocalypse
the Midwest is secretly becoming the new arctic circle lol im tired and happy can ya tell? 
Baii guys! :3
-cat
But anyways...I was bored and feeling severely depressed so I climbed on the roof of my house and just sat there breathing in the cold air, feeling the wind brush against my face, the birds chirping, the squirrels climbing up the trees. Then I thought that this was what life's purpose is...its purpose couldn't appear anymore simple yet incredibly complicated at the same time. I just started to think back on all the shit that happened in my life and I decided that I will overcome it and show the world that I am not just a fuck up. Then when I got thinking about my modeling career I remembered how bad it all ended last time and how more depressed it had made me feel. Well....i sorta promised myself that I will get back to modeling and back to feeling like life actually mattered ya know? I just lost touch I guess so its just natural that I go back to living a simple altruistic life again. I only exist to help others and I stand by that even after im long gone. This world is much to heartless anymore. We need to throw away most egoism and adopt the more altruism into our life.
Hope you all have a wonderful week
P.S.- its going to be -50° tommorow oh mah gawd its the apocalypse
the Midwest is secretly becoming the new arctic circle lol im tired and happy can ya tell? Baii guys! :3
-cat
06 jan 2014
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