If only dreams could become reality

This must be the third time I've dreamt of you, C in about 3 weeks. It makes me so happy to see your beautiful face at night and it comforts me to know that you come and visit me in my dreams. I just wish that there was some way that I could turn even just a fraction of my dreams into a reality. My life would be complete. Every time I dream of you, I wake up the next morning with a massive smile on my face and what feels like a little piece of Heaven in my heart. Every new day that comes by when I open my eyes is a day closer to being with you again and being able to be with you at night is a pleasure and a privilege I hope I shall always possess. I think it's partly the dreams that I have of you at night that have made these past 25 days go a lot quicker than I expected and I hope it's more of the same for the next 340. They say that dreams only last around 2 seconds at a time and that you have around 7 per night, even if you know about them or not but those 2 seconds I get with you are the happiest seconds of my life right now. I can't wait until you come back and I have the chance to hold you in my arms. Surely all of these dreams and feelings mean something?
I had your number in my dream last night. We appeared to be pretty close and knew each other quite well. Although you said you weren't coming back to the area where I live with the others again, I didn't feel the disappointment that I know I would have felt in real life, because I knew I had seen you again and that you were mine. Each text I seemed to read on my phone that called me "baby" made my heart melt each time and I would give anything to experience that from you in real life. Call me deluded, but I don't have a bigger wish right now.
Tonight, Perseids meteor showers are due to show overhead as "shooting stars" and my area is forecast as having clear skies so I plan on going out and watching them if I can. I know what I'm going to wish for already and although I've never seen a shooting star before, I can't tell you how much I really hope my wish comes true!

340 days to go!
Emily