how allona came to be
Well one day i was hanging out with some of my close friends. We decided that we were going to go to the mall and find some cute clothes (as all females friends do), but this time we said that we were going to use fake british accents. Well you can't have fake accents without fake names (just in case some "non-attractive" guys try and spit some whack game to you) so we were all given a name. Hilton, Felicity, Kalila, and mine is Allona. Everytime that we go to the mall we use these accents and names. I feel like I become a different person when I am around these girls though... is that a bad thing..... (of course it is... well it depends on what kind of person you become). The person that I become.... is a drinking, out spoken, and...dare I say it... cheating girl. I am currently in a relationship with a guy that I have been dating for 2 going on 3 months, but we have been talking for 5, and I have known him since my sophomore year of highschool. (I just graduated). He doesn't know that I have drank for the first time 2 weeks ago and he doesn't know that I have cheated on him. Now when I say cheat I'm not talking about having sex.... I kissed a boy when I was drunk... but I would have never ever did it if I was sober. i just feel horrible knowing that I did that to him. He would break up with me if he knew..and I just don't want that to happen ....that's why I haven't said anything about it....
I created my account on mydiary to hopefully find somebody that could give me good advice on my problems.... this is only the beginning of my problems.
allona
I created my account on mydiary to hopefully find somebody that could give me good advice on my problems.... this is only the beginning of my problems.
allona
30 mei 2013
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MissCooper (opgeheven op 9-4-2014)
donderdag 30 mei 2013 22:08
My best bet is to tell him cause the same thing happened to me, my best friend kissed me and i kept it from my fiancee for 4 days. I finally told im and he was shocked. We wanted to leave me but he seen how trustworthy i was and he knew i would lie to him. Tell him and hopefully he will see you as trustworthy and yall can continue yall relationship..
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MissCooper (opgeheven op 9-4-2014)
donderdag 30 mei 2013 22:09
*He
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MissCooper (opgeheven op 9-4-2014)
donderdag 30 mei 2013 22:10
* I would NEVER lie to him
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unforgiven
zaterdag 01 juni 2013 02:48
As bad as this is going to sound....dont tell him. It will destroy him if hes the way i percieve him to be from the writing. He will most likely be like EVERY other guy in the world and mess up someday and kiss a girl, just as hard as it may sound dont get really upset with him be understanding. I messed up a lot of relationships by not being understanding and i dont wish for you to have to go through that as i had. Honestly i think if i would of been more understanding i probably would still have ben in my life.
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