Happy, Confused, In love, Sad and Dreamy at once!

So as you can probably tell, I'm kind of experiencing a variety of emotions at the minute. It's three weeks today since I first saw C and strangely, I'm in a pretty positive mood. It's currently 22:26 at night here in the U.K. and I'm just laying here reflecting on everything so far. I feel good. For the most part.
Firstly, that's another day down and secondly, every second that goes by takes me closer to him again.

I saw one of my old friends again today. She and her boyfriend have been together for a year now, they're engaged and have a baby on the way. She knows all about my crush on C and promises that she'll do all she can to help me start talking to him again. But her and her boyfriend did have a valid point. How and am I going to be able to trust him when he's not here with me? From what I've seen of him, I don't think it would be an issue but I'd rather not be heartbroken. It just kind of sucks that I'm going to have to wait a year to find out :/ I think I already know what I'm going to be using my birthday wish, shooting stars, 11:11s and everything else on!

345 days to go!
Emily