Far Away, I wish you were here.

I wouldn't often post song lyrics, but sometimes, they just describe exactly how you feel. The majority of the words of the song may be seen as irrelevant considering we aren't actually in a relationship but it's the same kind of longing and the same kind of "I miss you" feeling that is so evident throughout the song. The bits in pink are how I'm feeling.

This time, this place
Misused, mistakes.
Too long, too late
Who was I to make you wait?
Just one chance,
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
You know, you know

That I love you,
I have loved you all along
And I miss you,
Been far away for far too long.
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
And you'll never go.
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore.

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance.
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of Hell to hold your hand.
I'd give it all,
I'd give for us,
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
You know, you know

That I love you,
I have loved you all along
And I miss you,
Been far away for far too long.
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
And you'll never go.
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore.

So far away
Been far away for far too long.
So far away,
Been far away for far too long.
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted,
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed,
I need to hear you say

That I love you,
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore.
Believe it,
Hold on to me and never let me go.
Keep breathing,
Hold on to me and never let me go.
Keep breathing,
Hold on to me and never let me go.


Everything just seems so much worse since you've been gone. It's only been a week and a day but I'm starting to feel it already. I just need you to come back, I need you to be here with me. Hold me tight when I cry, tell me you love me, support me, be there for me, play with my hair at night, whilst I fall asleep, hold me in your arms until I do. Kiss me in the rain, wipe away my tears. Let me just be with you, that's all I ask.

Only 354 days to go.
Emily