Brand new eyes

I think it's been something like two days since I last wrote for this and I actually feel like I have so much to say already! Firstly, (as the title suggests) I seem to be seeing the world through new eyes, eyes that make it much more exciting, where I'm really seeing the positive side of life. I feel 100 times more confident in myself, whether that has something to do with C, I really don't know.
Even better, I feel like I achieved something today. After much encouragement, my friend finally got the number off of a lad she likes. She was worrying that he wouldn't like her and that he was avoiding her but in reality, I think he was feeling just the same as her. She never what she wanted and she knew exactly how to get it, she was just too shy to ask for it. Had I not been there to support her and to encourage her to go and get it, I really don't think she would have done. I'm proud of her. I think it's great how she's building up her confidence around people and I really hope it works out for her. She's lucky. He seemed like a decent lad, although I've seen and felt enough to know that sometimes people aren't who they want you to think they are but at least she has the time to figure things out, it's happening here and now. A month has passed since C was here and even though there's still another 11 to go, I'm glad I'm already part way there. It doesn't seem like a month and I'm really hoping that the rest of the time between now and then flies as quickly as this past month appears to have done. Who knows what the future holds?

337 days!
Emily