am i a bad person? :l
okay so i had gotten talked to by the guidance councilor at my school telling me that i need to be nicer to people. so i was nice to everyone and literally gave everyone a hug that i saw in the school. Honestly, it made my day super freakin' awkward!!!!!! 
the next morning everyone ran to me and told me that i was the nicest person and they really needed a hug yesterday when i gave one to them. so i got thinking...if one hug can make someones day that brilliantly good, why don't i try that everyday? i am kind of ashamed of myself for being so self-conceded and unwilling to see how much of a bitch i was being. i usually don't let anyone near me anymore i literally kicked everyone out of my life because i was to afraid to learn how it felt to have people love you and want to be your friend, im used to being hated beyond hated. i wanted to make myself better but i made myself completely antisocial. you told me that i should love my life no matter what happens. am i gone beyond gone? am i really that far gone? am i really that much of a bitch? what happens after graduation? what happens if i lose my confidence? what if i can't get enough courage to go to college and finish my dream? what if i don't make it as a tattoo artist? ugh so many questions.
the next morning everyone ran to me and told me that i was the nicest person and they really needed a hug yesterday when i gave one to them. so i got thinking...if one hug can make someones day that brilliantly good, why don't i try that everyday? i am kind of ashamed of myself for being so self-conceded and unwilling to see how much of a bitch i was being. i usually don't let anyone near me anymore i literally kicked everyone out of my life because i was to afraid to learn how it felt to have people love you and want to be your friend, im used to being hated beyond hated. i wanted to make myself better but i made myself completely antisocial. you told me that i should love my life no matter what happens. am i gone beyond gone? am i really that far gone? am i really that much of a bitch? what happens after graduation? what happens if i lose my confidence? what if i can't get enough courage to go to college and finish my dream? what if i don't make it as a tattoo artist? ugh so many questions. 
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