AgaIn

I was going to sleep but i thought that its better to come here and express what I feel befor I sleep.
I dont wanna wake up tomorrow thinking about things I should not think OF!
I have NEVER EVER opened up to anybody.The reason is, I dont trust anyone and maybe this site will help me to express my feelings anytime I want to.
Right now! I feel so sad and disappointed .
imagine >>people who were the reason that you are here today , are the same people made you wish that you werent a part of this life.
I am so tired of making hopeless dreams and reasons for why things are going wrong and i feel that i cannot wait for a bright tomorrow really fed up.
I really DO NOT know what LOVE means!
I have born without love and living now without it.
I just wanna tase the love of a real family!
and i dun wanna pretend beign happy anymore!
still will pray for tomorrow to be a better day