After birthday:(((((((

November 22nd! The day when I was born I really ike this day, but in these two years my oppinion of it has totaly changed!

That day my mood was good enough I had to take my friend and to go somewhere to celebrate my 19th anniversary when I got a call from one of my best friends who said that he would come! I wanted him to come but as all my company consisted of girls i was a little ashamed

All day long I was waiting for three really very important things to get.....
1.The call from my brother
2.The call from the person whom I've been loving for 2 years
3.Some kind of congretulatin from K. from Ukrain.

And the worst was that from all that three I got only the third, which made me understand that I don't mean anything to my own brother!!!!! That the person whom I've benn loving for past two years and who attended my last birthday had totaly damn on me! And thet K. somehow cares for me!

Of course the most offending was my brother I really love him and I thought that maybe something eally serious happened and he wasn't able to call, but as I lurned today he had called hid gf yesterday....so he could do the same thing to me, but he didn't, so my vertion about him was true!!!!!

The 2nd....Well I won't say that I was waiting for it! well Iknew that he would not remember about me, even though I had congretulated him on his birthday! But it was not that important to me!

What about the 3rd....OMG!!!!! Till leaving home 14.30 am, I was looking forword to his email and I didn'yt get ot, so I thought that if he had not done that until that time, he would not do it!!!! But I had a surprize when I get home and opened my page on vkontakte....I found there a picture where he had congretulated me and a very beautiful massage that really touched me!!!

So I realised ine thing.....This 2009 year was for me a year of loss and finding!!!!
I ost the person whom I loved in Antalia, I lost my brother when he left for army, and I found a really good and carying friend!

So I guess that's all

Bye Ci vediamo! Arivederla!