#2

Dear Kevin,

So you'd hate me today, for what I did.
Today was the last day of school, which I hated. On the way home I took the longest way home just to pass your house, but of course you weren't home.
I've been doing worse by the day.
Knowing I'll be alone, and I am more alone by the day because everybody seems to have this habit of leaving me, the girl who kissed me, we haven't talked about that, but then again she hasn't talked to me at all.
Earlier today I had been sober for a couple of weeks straight now, but I broke that, feeling happy for a while, talking to people and having fun, but then on the way home I thought I saw you, and I'm still not sure.
I don't want to ask you, because I promised not to talk to you, even though I could blame it on the alcohol right now.
whenever I drink too much I get aggressive, hence the fact that I put down "FUCK YOU." in my status, hoping you'd read it.
Cause I'm really fucking tired, and really fucking angry, and really fucking lost and emotional and all these feelings mixed together confuse me.
I should sleep though.

So goodnight Love, as we used to say.
Ryanne