I know that people today can't just get what they want and i'm that person. i think that i can have everything sometimes. I just think to myself y i am in this world. All my life i just made things worst. I can't stop my ways because it's been there every since my mother meet my step-dad ( who i really kinda don't like, but i'm liking him because he make my mom happy and sometimes me). I just can't get over the fact that i did alot of wrong things to my mom that has put me in this world. I don't know what i want to do, but i understand that i'm so wrong. i think my mother shouldn't go through my bull crap. I need help so badly i think all my life i thought it was all her fault for putting me in a home school.
I wish i can just start over just for one last time.