why

why isn't there a place to empty my soul
a place to start again
were you can live without fear
without all the pain i have inside me
i want to scream it all out
but i can't
i'm afraid of of my own personelety
afraid to die
but even more to live
why isn't there a way out
a painless way out of my life
to be happy again
to forget my past
and live in the future