The best thing in my life 1

September 2014, it was a day like all other days
I felt lonely and i gave up the hope and the search for a woman
I descided to stay alone because i wont finf a good woman, a woman that loves me like i am, a woman wich cares for me and make me proud, a woman to love and not to fight or having bad discussions
I would never find.....

A few days later i talk to my son and i sescided for him to stay on this planet
Last weeks i strungled with myself neither i stay or i wanna go to my mama in heaven
I was sure, i had to stay for my son Julian to take care for him

The next weekend i asked Julian what he wants for dinner and same as always he answered me: "wok restaurant daddy?"
And so we descided to go to the wok restaurant together
I was too tired of all the past that i went to wok together with Julian in my old clothes and without shaving

Well in wok we talked together and we had fun since long time
We went to the grill to take some food as i turned around and................
I could not move
My dream
This woman
So beautiful
So cute
I could not move, i could only stare at her and i blocked

She saw this and gave me no reaction in first time
Our food was ready and we went to our table, Julian already saw what happened and he had fun
On a table, not far from ours, there was a family, a thai lady, 2 children, a baby and a man
was this true or not......
And yes, the thai lady, my dream walks to this table and sit with that family

I watched her, i didnt want but i could not take my eyes of of her
I mean i want but i was afraid she got angry
She didnt, she replaced herselves to the other side of the table and smiled at me
We were observating another long time and we both smile
Nothing more happened

Julian and i finished dinner
I asked my son if we could drink a cupof tea
We never did but i was nailed, i wanted to see more and more of this woman
I felt warm inside
Julian smiled and told me its okay

Then one moment the family on the other table asked for the bill
They were paying and stood up
Together with the family the woman walks outside the restaurant

I felt hot and cold, was this all? Is it over? What can i dooooooo?

Before i could think of what to do i see one of the children is comming back inside and walks right to me
She said:"My aunty ask me to give this to you"
I took the little piece of paper wich she hold in her hand and i saw there was a number on the paper, a phone number
I say thank you sooo much this makes me really happy
She smiled and left again
All people see this happen and smile
Later Julian and i paid the bill and we go home
Home with a paper wich told me a phone number and the name Nicki

That night i never forget
In my house i didnt know what to do...
Call...
Tekst...
Do nothing....
After a while i descided to sent a sms message
I never thought i would hear something..............................

One day later..... i hear my phone
A message
Yes a message
Nicki... she sms me back and ask me to meet her
What a wonderful life what a wonderful day