Someone I love2

Today I was with him from 4:00-8:56 PM, we went for a walk at BigC. We meet his friends and teachers at BigC. Later we went to dinner at the market and then we went back to BigC wait to go again to his friends, but his friends did not come. We go to karaoke together. As we sang, I look at him all the time. It's a good time we had together. He sang very poorly, but I would love to hear him sing. Later he sent me home. On the way I told him about the ghost that he was upset and did not talk to me. It makes me feel guilty.
I think that what I do for all the time we spent together, I do not get anything in return from him. I'm asking myself. What am I doing? I know I can not be in love with him. I choose to love him. I've lost all their money, time, and learning to be with him. I wanted him to Interested me. I wanted him know I love him so much.