My story so far

The not so happy tale of my unfortunate life

Everyone has a story, sad or good it's there story like any other. But mine is not the best, but not the worst. The 6th grade is a tough place, it's like zoo, there is herds or there is just loners. There clicks, they gossip and tell fake stories. But here is mine, the real deal, the first story that isn't fake.
It all started in the beginning if the year, This hottie named Connor caught my eye, he was the sporty jock that was super cute. But I made a horrible mistake. Anyway, I made friends, some of the guys were so, small. They haven't grown since like kindergarten, but EVERYONE still likes them for them. Those are the friend zoned people. Like me, I am Ainsley, yes yes an odd name, like the names that never are in the custom keychains, or the names your teacher can actually say, or the name boys remember. and I'm the dork, I try to be cute but make my self embarrass. These girls, they are the trash of the school, meaning they are already dirty, and sneaking out, they have all the guys following them, and they are not that pretty.
They can be jerks, but even when you are in tears you have to be strong. I learned that the hard way.
So it all started to be a perfect day, it was sunny, and bright but I had a bad feeling, these girls started to get mad because they thought had a crush in this cute guy that was new. I knew I should of never said anything to them. They started rude, calling me lets say the B and H's of the girl world... Not actually but I am pretty sure they were thinking it. So much for the pity tail, my life turned around. I started to like a new guy, he wasn't part if the swaggers ( jock guys that aren't smart) and he was kinda in the S.J ( smart jocks) but he liked me.. For who I was.. Knowing me I panicked.. Our love saga began at outdoor lab, I had a need and I asked for him to put it on, he kinda held my hand and it was perfect till one of the mean girls latterly went in-between us and laughed..

The new guy I liked was Pierson, he was so prefect! So here how the story went. I git back from outdoor lab and I told hannah my crush, she said I had to ask him! To be my boyfriend, I was wearing acute outfit, shorty shorts with high tops with a tilted white shirt with a red heart that sad love me forever anyway, I was running a way because I didn't what to ask him out! And I slipped and fell in mud, I just sighed, and when I opened my eyes, and Hannah helped me up an is cleaned my self in the bathroom, Hannah is such a good friend! If I had Mya help me.. She.. I don't know if she would. Hannah gained my confidence. I walked up to Pierson, I saw him blush, did he like me?!!!.. He asked me if I was okay because he saw me fall and I nodded. And I asked him, and he said.. " I don't know" and I left him to think about it
" OMG" he said I don't know? What does that suppose to mean! Once again, I hate my life!
I ran home that day. I slammed my door shut and I cried in my pillow. But not sadly, it was like I hated myself!! Grr.. Why must I be a idiot! And that weekend and well, stayed in my room just thinking what I could say in wear.
On Monday I got on shorty shorts, grey converse and this blue flowy shirt with white dots on it that said cute and sweet, and I had my hair down and curled with a head and that had a bow in it's side. I walked to school and I pulled Pierson aside " look, you know, if you don't want ti do anything, I'm okay with it. " I tried to say but he sopped me half way and looked shyly at me " no. Yes. It's a yes, wanna go to jump street on Sunday?"
I almost died " YES!" I said and walked off, I was in a relationship! Oh ya!! I was so ecstatic! But that's when it fell down hill. After the date, Pierson didn't talk to me, he was so shy, and I heard he thought me and hayden liked each other! Abby said so! Plus I had no partner to peer edit so he was my partner and Peirson was so sad. .WHY MUST I BE A FAIL?! And then I have to come home to my bratty sisters, who just hate me. I know it. They just make me cry and it's like really? I hate my life, I think god is punishing me from not taking naps at kindergarten!!!

Then I spent so much time on my poem..all night! And then he didn't even rea dit and said he won't pick it! I was clenching my first so hard, they turned white! And then he has to say that I have flex testing!!! I was about to cry. But I was so angry. HE HATES ME!!! WHY DOES HE HATE ME? I'VE TRIED SO HARD! UGH!!!!! Some times I ... I feel so horrible!! I am dead. Maybe that's it, I went to hell and now I'm still getting what I deserve!! Why?! It's .. Ugh I sware , if I didn't.... Grr! I just want to run away! I have actually thought of running away and never comming back. But.. I'm to of a whimp... Shy must the world punish me!!!
I hate me and the world right now and I'm going to
cry in a ball

A week later we were playing " honey I love you but I just can't smile" and we made a group and then the popular kids made a group of there own! I asked if I can join.. And they called me ugly, unpopular.. Probably because I'm fat to! I looked at Peirson and he didn't say anything! I'm still crying... I. Worthless! How could they? How could Peirson just watch me do that.. It's.. I dnt know. I feel worthless. I feel cruddy. I want to die right now.. It's.. I dnt know! Am I truely ugly? Am I actually worthless?

Person gave me flowers on the talent show night


OMG! I'm crying my head out! Why me! Okay. So Alexis. Called and asked. For a. Sleepover and kids night out. I asked her mom to tell my mom about kids night out because I didn't know she understood.... And she yelled at me! Saying she hated me, she dissapointed in me!! I want to kill my self.. I want to run away. But the only thing keeping me here is Tyler and Peirson! I'm done! I know my mom hates me! She does and for her to say that is like a jagger inme.. I want to be finished off already and die! I WANT TO KILL MY SELF! I WANT TO RUN AWAY! But I'm a wimp! I can't...


This month of may, Peirson broke up with me.. I cried and all but really, what hurt most was that he didn't say sorry. All I can remember is him giving me piggy back rides, or flowers. Now all of that. Was simply gone.
Now that I'm un happy my sisters keep strikingly they never choose my side, they are always bitchy! And I the one who wants to cry..

I take thaT back. Peirson dumped me. And you know I'm sure that he would.. I mean im just me.