leave it

gone in my head,
gone in my feelings,
gone in my memories,
i don't know what i'm feeling right now,
everything that's happend to me,
it's all to much,
i need to think about it,
but i don't want to,
i'm thinking about the future,
not the past,
i've learned to think happy,
not sad,
to think about all the great things in life,
not the bad onces,
it's all said so easily,
but in reality,
it's so hard,
everyone is around me,
saying what they think,
what they think about everything,
it's all to much,
i need time for myself,
without all the people,
but nobody understands,
i've alwase been afraid to stand out,
to say what i was thinking,
but after everything,
i've changed,
now i know what to do,
know what to say,
stand out for yourself,
say what your thinking,
that's the best,
and if people are talking about you,
making fun at you,
ignore them,
they are interessed in you,
you not in them,
they wanna talk about you,
you not about them,
if they wanna spend time in observasion your life,
let them,
they're wasting they're lifes,
not you,
learn to by yourself,
if something happens to you,
remember,
what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger!