I hate food....

I've been told from an early age that kids in Africa would love to have what I'm having. Food has never been one of my fav things. When asked "do you eat to live or live to eat?" i reply "I eat to live." There are times where I even barely eat to live. Yes, I've gotten sick from not eating my body's quota. If i could, I wouldn't eat anything at all. Food... There are days when my appetite will open up and I'll eat down a whole house. But most times, my appetite is as quiet as a silent and scentless fart....
If i could, I would carry my plate of food to those starving kids. Let them eat it and have it do them something good.
Would you know, that one summer I ate cheese burger a lot and guess what? only my cheeks got a little plumper. It annoys me to no end, that if i don't eat two meals, i shed weight like no other, but when I keep eating, nothing shifts at all. I often wish i could kick my genetic make-up in the ass. But then, my feelings can be summed up into one thing

"i hate food..because it never tastes good at home half the time...and these ppl made me feel bad because I'm too slim."