gewoon

argh live can be so harsh sometimes
i tought i was ok, i had overwon my fears and tought I was
getting stronger, no i was wrong
today everything is wrong, nothing is wright anymore
argh all those selfish people, why do they act the way they
do? Hate it, why can't they just disapear ?
then, i think i need some help, because all i can do is eat
and eat, it isn't fun anymore, not having any control about
your own eating habits Ah hate it
Sometimes we all see the beauty in life, and life is good,
great etc. But then we see the dark side of life, and when
you see that, you just have to wait for the good things in
life i guess, i just have to write it here so that i can
believe it, because days like this

So this was my little day and then we still have the things
that are going on in my head ...
I didn't felt a thing when i broke up with M and J but i
just don't get that i got that very strong feeling for some
one that i know that he eventually will hurt me like no one
did before, but still ... Oh he thinks my words are just a
joke but the joke of it all is that i really mean it
Why is life that hard and i'm only 17. It hasn't begun yet :
(
Oh don't like it at all

I have to admit, writing a journal is quite good, i feel
better and i dunno how come
Bye and goodnight!
* Ce n'est pas le temps qui passe, c'est vous! *