Dlyan</3 :'((

When i hear the music i close my eyes and feel the beat inside. this used to be our song. we used to endlessly laugh and cuddle at the sight of something actually going right. i miss you but i cant tell my pride. if i tell my pride then i will run back to you begging for forgiveness and end up hurting you once more. i cant hurt u nymur. you tell me just to breathe that everythin will b okay. how can everything be okay when my heart is aching for you and my mind says no that once i let myself say im sry and beg then ill only be takin ur chance at tru happiness away. but you just keep stroking my hair and holding me close and whisper in my ear "once a love always a love" i love you but its the best if i let you find ur tru luv. please understand the walls are still trying to recover so i want to stay away and not hurt anyone. i loved you always have and always will but its for the best if i let you find your happiness as i have found mine.