Changes and boys

However I think that being yourself is the best and only thing you could and should do, it isn't wrong to change some things. That you want some changes could mean that you're ready for a bit of adventure. That you want to change things you aren't happy about.

And that's exactly what I want. Change the things I ain't happy about. Why would you stick to things that aren't making you happy? I think that changing the things you ain't happy about, are some new adventures. Learning new things and doing new stuff.

The thing I ain't happy about right now is my body. I already have a winter body before the winter even started . The thing is that I know I could do better.
I spoke to a male friend of my and he told me that I looked fine, and I do. I know, But he said: you don't have to do this for the boys because they like to hold and cuddle someone with curves and things like that. And that's where people misunderstand me. I don't want to get a fit body to show around and be attractive to boys. I want a fit body to feel comfortable in my own body and to be happy the way I look.

And the thing about new adventures is relatable to me. The thing is that I'm that girl who wants everybody to feel comfortable around me. No matter how.
And now there's a boy, which I think who has some real problems. I got to confess that there's something about him that attracts me. We already kissed a few times, but it ain't a guy I normally would date. But every time I see him, I feel weaker than I should.
But I really want to know what's wrong and how I could help because we once had a really intimate conversation and I learned that he had issues trusting people and already had a rough youth.
So how am I gonna help this guy?

That's it for today!

"The thing about life, you can't get out of it alive"