:'(

i am siting in this room hugging jared's old sweatshirt. it still smells like u jared. i miss you everyday please come back down i miss you too much to stay normal. when you left you took my sanity with you
i love you jared:love: always have always will

fakesmiles, vrouw, 30 jaar

• Noner dinsdag 04 december 2012 23:21
  What happened between you 2?
• fakesmiles woensdag 05 december 2012 14:25
  He was my bff but he was also the one person in this world i could tell anything and he wuld completely understand and just take me by the hand. his one kiss could make me melt and not be so cold and icey hearted. his arms holding me when i cried was enough to make me feel at peace protected and make everything bad just disappear. i truely did love him but he commited suicide when he and his mom got into a fight. his mom told him horrible things that he culdnt let go of then it just ate him alive. he shined a fake smile it just only sustained for a little while
• Noner vrijdag 07 december 2012 00:42
  woah. What did u feel like u should have done when he killed himself?
• fakesmiles vrijdag 07 december 2012 19:11
  I wanted to join him. i cried and cried and cried. my heart callasped on itself and i just lost my mind. i just really cant handle losing him very well.

• O 04 jul 2013 thank you for makin tht nice n awkward O.O
• O 24 jun 2013 at sammys house
• O 20 jun 2013 snapped.
• O 13 jun 2013 tireeeeeeedddddddd x-x
• O 08 jun 2013 invisible even though im standing infront of you..   ( 3 )
• O 06 jun 2013 believe..   ( 2 )
• O 06 jun 2013 another disappointment yupp thats me   ( 4 )
• O 03 jun 2013 that kinda funny feeling ya know? ;/   ( 1 )
• O 01 jun 2013 so happy i sqealed :DDD   ( 4 )
• O 31 mei 2013 just plain out fuck.my.life. -,,-   ( 2 )
• O 24 mei 2013 dead lullabys..
• O 19 mei 2013 have a nice day?!?!?! fuck u duschbag!!!!!!!!!!!!!   ( 4 )
• O 11 mei 2013 am i a bad person? :l
• O 19 apr 2013 ...one word....wall-rhape :P
• O 16 apr 2013 about in tears